Almost exactly a year ago, I made the decision to move here to Utah. I did not want to leave my family. I did not want to leave the friends I'd made over the three and a half years I'd lived in Austin. I cried all the way home from my last day of work there... but now looking back (even though I still miss all those Texans sooo much), I would do the whole dang thing over again.
'Cause I've learned some pretty impactful lessons in the last year;
1. An upheaval of your entire life can actually be the best decision you ever make. Sometimes following impressions to make even what seems like the least logical decision (like moving to Provo, Utah as an unemployed, single, 25 year old...) can be the greatest thing you've ever done.
2. The best way to take a road trip (for example, one from Texas to Utah), is to listen to the Harry Potter books on CD. I was so engrossed in them, that even after my 20 hour road trip, I was not ready to stop driving; I wanted to keep listening so bad!
3. People in Utah are pretty darn awesome. Well, shoot. #mythBUSTED
4. Dating in Utah is practically an Olympic sport.
5. I absolutely love to love people. There is no better feeling. Human beings are decidedly fantastic, and it is glorious to acknowledge their substance, magnificence, and brilliance.
6. Kids are the most superior version of people. I've met a whole bunch of kids this last year, and they're just the best. No matter what physical, mental, emotional, or circumstantial obstacles are put in their way, they refuse to let it get the best of them.
7. I have embarrassingly wimpy upper body strength. I did like 7 assisted pull ups at the gym once, and honestly could not straighten my arms for the rest of the week. I've gone back to my yoga poses on strength training days for the time being...
8. The best type of patience is a proactive one. It's surprising how having to wait for something, starts a fire under your butt to be exceptionally enthusiastic about what you are currently involved in.
10. I hate the snow, but spring and summer up north are breathtaking and inspiring!
11. No matter how old I get, or how old they get, or if we live thousands of miles apart, I will always take the role of "oldest sister" very seriously with my siblings. Sorry cute brothers and sisters; I will keep telling you how cute you are and giving you embarrassing hugs and smooches... or telling you when you're being dumb when you need to hear it... probably for the rest of my life. Love ya!
13. Watching "What's Up Doc?" can turn my worst days right around. Also, I'm not sure I'll ever lose my aspirations to be Barbara Streisand.
14. I am addicted to sticky notes, note cards, and my planner.
15. Giving in to joining Pinterest was simultaneously one of the best, and worst decisions I've ever made.
(this is hardly interesting; this is a very regular occurrence.)
But, what I decided was that I was in the mood for "Little Women".
Usually, when this thought occurs to me,
I feel guilty, and feel the need to wait to watch it
until the next time I see my favorite Sophie.
Wellll, I won't get a chance to watch it with her for a while
so I decided I could watch it by myself.
Now, I have absolutely no problem watching a movie alone.
In fact, I quite enjoy even going to the movie theater alone.
(That might be a problem,
but I'll worry about that tomorrow
as Miss Scarlett O'Hara would say.)
But Little Women, I've never watched by myself.
It's always been with my mom
and then my mom and Sophie,
and recently my mom, Sophie, and Emma Gracie.
We love it a little bit.
We also have a tendency to make parallels between our lives
and the lives of the March Sisters.
My mom is very clearly a "Marmee" figure.
I always think of her when Marmee tells Jo:
"You have so many extraordinary gifts;
how can you expect to lead an ordinary life?
You're ready to go out and find a good use for your talent.
Go, and embrace your liberty.
And see what wonderful things come of it."
or especially when Jo and Amy are fighting and she says:
"It is a very great loss and you have every right to be put out.
But don't let the sun go down on your anger.
Forgive each other, and begin again tomorrow."
That's my mama.
Emma is undoubtedly Amy;
the cute, sweet, unabashedly quirky one,
who would make up a word like "expectuating" or "degratitated"
or say something like "Jo! How could you? Your one beauty!"
in reference to a bad haircut.
And Sophie and I can't ever decide which of us is Jo, and which is Meg.
It completely depends on the day,
and the situation,
who ends up being more of a non-conformist,
and who ends up being the polite one
who gets invited to things like "Belle Gardner's 'coming out' party".
We go back and forth.
I don't think this quandary will be settled until we get married;
We'll have to wait and see who marries a Mr. Brooke,
and who marries a Professor Bhaer.
Here's a little example;
I giggle the whole way through this part,
it reminds me so much of my sisters.
And that pretty much sums us up as kids (and also adults in some ways);
playing some imaginary game that involves dress up clothes,
creating elaborate projects that we all were required to contribute to,
one of us keeping the others in line ("don't say awful, it's slang")
discussing boys;
their "noble brows", and if they have secrets,
and we usually end with some words of wisdom from Emma.
Ahhh I love that movie.
And I usually cry when I watch it,
but I bawled a little bit last night; I'll admit it.
I'm a lucky lucky girl
to have had such a March-sister-esque childhood with my sisters.
It has been quite full of
imagination and laughing and loving
...and more laughing.
Favorite Little Women quotes:
"Butter! Oh isn't butter divinity?" --Amy
"You don't need scores of suitors, you only need one, if he's the right one." --Amy
"You can't even propose without quarreling." --Jo
"I go around throwing away perfectly good marriage proposals..." --Jo
"I don't want to die, I've waited my whole life to be kissed, and what if I miss it?" --Amy
"Marmee, must you speak to everyone about corsets?" --Meg
"In token of my gratitude and as a means of promoting communication between adjoining nations, shouting from windows being forbidden, I shall provide a post office in our hedge, to further encourage the bearing of our souls, and the telling of our most appalling secrets." --Laurie
"Your heart understood mine " --Professor Bhaer
"And so I stepped over the divide between childhood and all that lay beyond." --Jo
I added some new editions to my room decor.
They were lovely little Christmas presents from my mom.
I also gave up ice cream...
and I started eating substantially more vegetables than I ever have.
My entire life.
I have a whole cup of spinach
(or kale if I'm feeling crazy)
every morning in my breakfast smoothie.
I have been getting 7-8 hours of sleep each night as well.
I even leave things a little early
just so I can get to bed on time!
(this is probably the nuttiest thing I've ever done)
Also, I gave in and went trendy;
I did the paint-one-nail-a-different-color thing...
And...
I did it!!
I dyed my hair!!!
I was terrified, but I did it!
I had a great hairdresser,
and let's be honest, it's not too crazy different;
just a bit darker on the top, and a bit lighter on the bottom....
But now that I've done it, I'm not sure I'll ever go back...
And next time I think I may even go darker,
or redder...
We'll see...
And this hasn't changed;
I'm still grateful for old movies.
Preferably ones from the 50's to mid 60's.
I could watch Cary Grant and Grace Kelly
or Humphry Bogart and Audrey Hepburn
just about any day.
I'm also grateful for faithful MTC teachers
like the awesome Tasha Marie,
that can miraculously run into Sister Robinson on her birthday!!
...and also the world's best parents
who are exceptional examples of fulfilling their callings,
and being in a relief society with wonderful sisters,
and CES firesides.
Quote of the Day:
"The thing about truth is that it exists beyond belief. It is true even if nobody believes it... There is indeed such a thing as absolute truth--unassailable, unchangeable truth."
--President Uchtdorf